Friday, August 25, 2017

Downstate: Some of the Pros and Cons

I finished summer session 1 and 2 in the accelerated program at Downstate and man was I exhausted! I thought I would use my time off (1 week) to clean and play catch up but I mostly rested, watched TV and spend time with the family. I really needed the time off because I swear since I started this program I have had more gray hairs on my head and my blood pressure continues to rise! I will say that my family adjusted relatively well to the changes that have occurred over the past few months; in fact, my kids and husband probably adjusted better than I did!

A few readers have contacted me regarding the program and since I have a little free time, I will discuss the pros, cons, and everything that I have experienced or have plans for up to this point.


Tuition- I estimate that my total loans for the program will be roughly $16, 000, which is quite manageable as long as I get full-time employment after graduation. My total loan will be higher since I still have a balance from the MSW program but even combined my entire loan balance will be no more than $25, 000, which is still doable.

Cohorts- My cohorts, for the most part, are genuinely nice people. Some of them are really smart too! Seriously I would not know a lot of things going on if it wasn't for them. Not sure if it's because many (probably most) of them are younger than I am or what but they are definitely on top of their work! My cohorts look out for each other which may change once graduation approaches and there is competition for jobs but it isn't the cut throat environment I was told it might be.

Distance- Even though my first choice initially was Lehman, Lehman is actually farther than Downstate and rush hour traffic to the Bronx as opposed to Brooklyn would be worst; actually a lot worst (Cross Bronx Expressway any morning other than Sunday is a nightmare). Let's not talk about Stonybrook. I can't even imagine commuting 85- 90 miles per day to Stonybrook.

Failing a rarity - Most of professors are not out to fail students, even the ones whose teaching style I don't particularly care for or who I feel are inadequate instructors. As someone mentioned, the best students were already accepted so it isn't necessary to wean students out. Most students, also pass NCLEX the first time taken. So far only 1 student dropped out of the program to my knowledge and unless there is some extraordinary circumstance to cause another student to drop out, I feel confident that most of us will graduate.


Disorganization- This is probably the most annoying thing about Downstate. Keep in mind that I graduated from a CUNY school so I am no stranger to disorganization but I have never experienced this type of disorganization from any school I have attended, ever. This program has been around for sometime so I can't understand why the administration can't get it together. I will not go into details but there were things that irked the hell out of me, and I am normally not a person that is easily frazzled. I honestly feel like these issues make the program harder than it needs to be.

"Hidden fees"- Another nuisance. I feel like every time I turn around, there is something that must be purchased, whether its a $300 book that I barely read or scrubs that I wore once but actually didn't need. OK I am exaggerating a bit but it would be nice to know the cost up front for everything so that I am not surprised. Sure I still won't want to pay but at least I get a heads up and can plan ahead. I am unemployed after all.

Parking- Parking in Brooklyn is @#$*y for lack of a better term.  There is a parking lot for students and employees which charges a reasonable fee but in order to get the parking passes I literally have to get up at the crack of dawn in another country and wait on line for almost 2 hours to purchase a pass at the school's bookstore since spots are limited. Did I mention that the waiting list for ongoing parking is 3 years long? I am not a fan of public transportation but I sometimes envy students who are only a 30 minute train ride away.

Overall I still feel like I don't know a whole lot more than when I started. I am a somewhat visual and hands on learner so sitting in a lecture hall for hours freezing while my knees get stiff is not conducive to effective learning or retention for me. I enjoy clinicals so far but wish there was more that students were allowed to do. I am now applying for per-diem jobs and even had a couple of interviews lined up but hubby doesn't think I should work as he feel I need to put my energy into school. I am restless with school however and want to get some much needed hospital exposure but not sure if I can balance work, school, and family and maintain decent grades or avoid having a breakdown. I am not a straight A student (nor do I care) but I am doing better than expected and feel that as long as my grades are at least where they are at currently (my guess would be above 3.0?), I can go to graduate school ASAP since I want my masters within 5 years. Fall classes start in a few days and I am already thinking of ways on how I am going to maintain. The summer semesters handed my a$% to me and I do not want the Fall semester to do the same.

Saturday, May 13, 2017

So anxious!

In two weeks I will be embarking on my new journey (a.k.a. nursing school) and I am so anxious! I waited so long to get to this point and now it seems surreal. I'm excited no doubt but I am also very nervous and a part of me is doubting my decision to make this career switch. What if I go to nursing school and don't like it? I am resigning so it's not like I really have the option of returning to my job, at least not in my current capacity. Or what if I like nursing but can't find suitable employment? It's competitive for every job and nursing is not a guaranteed thing like it once was. To make matters worst, I will probably only be limited to working day or afternoon shifts. What if I fail? A traditional nursing school is known for being challenging and I am enrolled in an accelerated program, while still caring for three kids, a husband and a dog! This is the first time in 14 years that I am going to school full-time and I most certainly won't be the youngest student. I understand that what I am feeling is natural but the closer I get to orientation, the more anxious I get. I just want to get this over with already!

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Working part-time while in accelerated nursing program

Now that I have decided that I would be attending SUNY Downstate, I have been trying to figure out how I will adjust from working full-time for over a decade to eventually becoming unemployment, at least temporarily. My unemployment is by choice but it still feels a little weird nonetheless. I know I cannot work full-time while attending Downstate but maybe part-time or per-diem? Another student starting the program gave a glimpse of our possible schedule and the summer doesn't seem like an ideal time to work (unless I had no interest in having a life) but the Fall and Spring seems to more feasible for working. I know me and there is no way I am not working for the entire duration of the program so I am pretty sure that I will be working a couple of days a week or obtaining some type of nurse externship next Summer (which also looks good schedule wise). I have a family though and need to allocate time to study so I won't use all free time for work but at least I will be doing something that will allow me to gain some practical experience.

Getting Certifications in Order

I have decided that I will work part-time or per-diem at some point when I enroll in school but I am not looking for just any part-time job. With my first go round at college I was inexperienced, young(er), and was willing to work just about anywhere; Now I am only interested in part-time hospital or healthcare positions since there is no way in hell that I am leaving my career and returning to school to work in retail (no offense to anyone in retail but I've been there done that and ain't doing it no more if I can help it). Many of the entry-level healthcare jobs require experience, relevant certifications or both; I lack experience so I am currently working on the latter. Initially I wasn't going to spend the extra funds on national certification for phlebotomy and EKG but I want to work and I already completed the 7 weeks of training for both skills so why not? Once I am done with the Medca exam, I will begin working on reinstating my lapsed CNA certification which basically means practicing my skills (I already warned hubby that I will be practicing on him and the kids) and taking the practice exams online and through Prometric. Does this guarantee that I would get employed in a healthcare facility? No but I have to do everything I can to prepare myself waaaaaay before I even take the NCLEX.

Sunday, December 11, 2016

SUNY Downstate Accelerated Nursing Program!

After nearly 4 months of waiting and torture I finally got my decision from Downstate and I am in! I could not believe it when I saw the email link saying I was offered a place in the 2017 accelerated nursing program. I really wasn't sure which way it would go because I was not sure how competitive my grades and test scores were (remember I got B+ in both anatomy classes and my reading score on the TEAS was a mere 83%). In any event, other factors must have been in my favor, especially since I tried my best to give more than what was asked knowing that my grades were not super competitive. Submitting my application early probably worked in my favor as well. This is a really big accomplishment for me, especially since I was able to get into a program that accepts roughly 10-15% of their applicants. I must say I am very proud of myself because it was not easy for me to get to this point. I have to remember to thank the professors that submitted recommendations for me.

Downstate My Choice School

Since I have now been accepted to Downstate, I will no longer attend Lehman after I complete HIN 269 in about a weeks time. Lehman only accepted me for the generic program which is 2 years; I would much rather complete my BSN in 15 months, especially since I am already "old" and don't want to be out of work so long. Downstate is closer to me anyway, although BK traffic can be a beast at times. I have not ignored the fact that the accelerated program at Downstate has had mixed reviews but it also has a high NCLEX rate, not to mention one of the lowest tuition in the state so I will be working it out. I still haven't worked out the financial and childcare kinks as of yet but I already accepted my place in the 2017 class so I have 6 months to save as much as possible, make some budget cuts, and train my "tween" (who will be a teen) to take on a little more responsibilities. My real concern now is my job. I was hoping to take a leave of absence but since my reason for taking a leave is neither medical nor childcare related, my only option may be to resign which is going to be a lot more difficult than I expected since I will have been in my current profession for nearly 12 years by the time I leave.

Saturday, November 12, 2016

Stressed Out

So this semester I registered for HIN 269 for Lehman College's nursing program and Pharmacology through Cayuga Community College (I was able to register even though I was not a nursing student at the school) and I must say I don't know if that was the best idea. I mean up until now I have been taking one course at a time and with good reason: I got a lot of @#&* going on. Now with two courses I am definitely overwhelmed, especially since pharmacology isn't exactly a fluff course. While I am optimistic in general, I am also a realist a I do not see me getting an A in either course; in fact I am hoping at this point for low B or high C. The good thing is that neither course will hinder admission for either Lehman generic nursing program or SUNY Downstate's accelerated nursing program, although may overall GPA (whatever it is) may drop some if I obtain just passing grades and the courses would be needed in the nursing portion of the programs. I was actually going to withdraw from pharmacology at around week two but opt to continue and now I am trying really hard not to regret my choice.

As far as the TEAS exam goes, I passed the reading and math with at least 80% which is the minimum for Downstate but I barely passed the reading with 83%. The TEAS was harder than the HESI to me for some reason but I still expected a little better of myself, at least in the upper 80s. The only "in" for me at Downstate is my math score (92%), my three letters of recommendation (only two were required) and my long, progressive work history in social services (not healthcare but definitely a nursing complement). I submitted my application since August in the hopes of getting an early decision but it seems like early is not going to be before December. In the meantime I'll just stress on until the semester is over.